Vespers in gloaming light

Comfort and joy

My god, I am still doing so many things that make me want to put my head in my hands and cry.
So many times I jump off the diving board of confused right into the waters of anger and there, for hours. For days. My arms are so tired from swimming in turbulent waters.
So today I gave up the ghost of my self-righteousness and said “I love you”. I bowed to my heart and released my fists. Because I realized that’s more important than any of the immediate pops-of-color feelings that I’m feeling today.
And then I think about the season; A season of kindness and joy.
It’s December 2nd, what are you doing to help your soul feel it’s worth?
Where are you forgiving yourself?
Where are you allowing the light to get in?

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